Treatment.

to be better in wadever ways..
time frame: 6 months

haha..

for love ;
11:45 pm;

GRANTED.

nah..
nothing much..
sometimes i dont mean to take things for granted..
but eventually things and time jus seemed to make you feel tat you're taking things for granted..
haha..
and most of the time..
ple take ple for granted..
for substitue, for company and many others..
but we as humans are really afraid of loneliness..
rite??
*shrugs*
fate is jus so..
sooo..
i dont noe wad word to use..
perhaps jus say its playing with ple ba..
hahaha..

anyway..
if you guys realised my nick in my msn..
"don't priortise someone in your life when you're only an option in theirs.."
true enough..
but den again..
how would you noe when feelings hit you jus like tat without warning?
hahah..

nowadays my pimples getting more n more outta hands..
=(
ultimately demoralized..
haiz..
c shuai ge oso dare not look at them with confidence..
sobbs..
cos that day in bus..
saw this guy..
not say handsome laAA~
but not bad i guess..
got some kind of charm tat made me look at him for second time..
hahahaha~~
and he sat kinda like sat oppsite me..
facing me~!
i was like "oh my god! Stupid pimples facE!"
hahaha..
but den again..
got off earlier than him and tat's all, folks~
awwwwWww~
hahhah..
i think he's still schling la..
hahas..

i wanna get more dresses..
wonder where can i get them..
online??
but like quite dangerous as pictures are ALWAYS [okay~ most of the time] deceiving!!
grrr..
hahaha..
its jus so hard to find dresses..
hmmm..

slpy and tired..
worked thru the weekend..
haiz..
and i'm goin Genting this coming week..
feeling so tired alreadyy..
haha..
work n work..
grrr..
hmmmmmm..
k ba..
take care ple..

for love ;
11:21 pm;

STOP.

should be nothing to post recently le la..
hmmm..
for awhile ba..
since no one comes..
whispers: 'i'm forgottened'..
=c
but its okie!
choices are made by ple..
=)

before that..
wanna intro afew songs..
can't find the full ver in imeem..
so i put the lyrics here la..
den u all wan the song den find me in msn ba..
=)




KILEY DEAN - Who Will I Run To?

[Verse 1:]
You were the one who I could tell my deepest fears
And you were the one who always wiped away my tears
When he hurt me you were my prince sent straight from above
Like a fool I never saw you were fallin' in love

[Pre-Chorus:]
So now I've lost everything, cuz now you say you're gone forever more...
(So who will I?)

[Chorus:]
Who will I run to
Who will I turn to
Now that you left me behind
Who will dry my tears when I cry
Who will I run to
Who will I turn to
Now that you're not here in my life

[Verse 2:]
You were the one I took for granted all those years
And you were the one, I should have known it was so clear
How could I be so blind not to see what was before my eyes
I'll get you back here with me if it takes the rest of my life

[Pre Chorus:]
Cuz I would do anything cuz I want you back forever more:
(Who will I?)

[Chorus]

[Bridge:]
I will gladly journey across the deep blue sea
If I could know that I would have you here with me
I realized that I was blind, but now I finally see
I need you back here in my life, oh baby can't it be

[Chorus]

Who will be there for me
Who's gonna rescue me
Who's gonna share my dreams
Who's gonna mend this broken heart... (Uh huh)




Elliott Yamin - Wait for You

[Verse 1]

I never felt nothing in the world like this before
Now I'm missing you
& I'm wishing that you would come back through my door
Why did you have to go? You could have let me know
So now I'm all alone,
Girl you could have stayed
but you wouldnt give me a chance
With you not around it's a little bit more then i can stand
And all my tears they keep running down my face
Why did you turn away?

[Bridge]

So why does your pride make you run and hide?
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it's a lie what you keep inside
This is not how you wanted to be

[Chorus]

So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don''t know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you

[Verse 2]

It's been a long time since you called me
(How could you forget about me)
You got me feeling crazy (crazy)
How can you walk away,
Everything stays the same
I just can't do it baby
What will it take to make you come back
Girl I told you what it is & it just ain't like that
Why can't you look at me, your still in love with me
Don't leave me crying.

[Bridge]

Baby why can't we just start over again
Get it back to the way it was
If you give me a chance I can love you right
But your telling me it wont be enough

[Chorus]

So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don''t know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you

[Bridge]

So why does you pride make you run & hide
Are you that afriad of me?
But I know it's a lie what your keeping inside
Thats not how you wanted to be

Baby I will wait for you
Baby I will wait for you
If it's the last thing i do

[Chorus]

Baby I will wait for you
Cause I don''t know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you

I'll Be Waiting.



Joe "No One Else Comes Close"


(Verse 1)
When we turn out the lights
The two of us alone together
Something's just not right
But girl you know that I would never ever let
Another's touch come between the two of us
Cause no one else will ever take your place

(Chorus)
No one else comes close to you
No one makes me feel the way you do
You're a so special girl to me
And you'll always be eternally
Every time I hold you near
You always say the words I love to hear
Girl, with just a touch
You can do so much
No one else comes close


(Verse 2)
And when I wake up to
The touch of your head on my shoulder
You're my dream come true, yeah
Oh girl, you know I'll always treasure
Every kiss and every day
I'll love you girl in every way
And I always will
Cause in my eyes

(Chorus) x 2

Oh girl, oh...
No one else comes close

Damn I love you

they are jus love songs..
they're nice!
=)
think and miss are different..
jus wanna stay alone..
*peace*

for love ;
7:23 pm;

My Chemical Romance - I Don't Love You lyrics

Well when you go
Don't ever think I'll make you try to stay
And maybe when you get back
I'll be off to find another way

When after all this time that you still owe
You're still, the good-for-nothing I don't know
So take your gloves and get out
Better get out
While you can

When you go
Would you even turn to say
"I don't love you
Like I did
Yesterday"

Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
But baby when they knock you
Down and out
It's where you oughta stay

And after all the blood that you still owe
Another dollar's just another blow

So fix your eyes and get up
Better get up
While you can
Whoa, whooa

When you go
Would you even turn to say
"I don't love you
Like I did
Yesterday"

Well come on, come on

When you go
Would you have the guts to say
"I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday"

I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday

I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday

this song is nice leh!
hahaha..
and its really scary..
jus the next day and the person can dont love you le..
jus one day..
feelings can jus sway and change..
ANYtime ANYwhere..
FEELINGS are really so scary..
R.S oso scary..
but everyone jus falls into it..
cos i guess humans are creatures that cannot stand being ALONE..
Loneliness can really kill..
hmm..

hahaha..!!
i shopped again!
anyway only bought one pair of sandals to replace my current de la!
haha cos my current de tearing off sooon!!
i got back something quite similiaR!
from D&C..
hahah..
got bling bling oso!!!
WAHAHAHAHA!!
i LOVE bling blingsS!!
=)
tiredddd la today..
couldn't wake up at 8..
so woke up at 9 when i need to be at JE there by 9.30..
hahaha..
work le go imm with parentssss..
dennnn..
came home to slp from 3 to 6 plus!!
whootx!
=D
den went out for dinner with ah yi they all..
now blogging and gonna do my dad's work..
haiz!!
so many work..
ar!!
think of the meeting on tues i scared liaoooo..
hahahahha..
cos haben do things!
shit!!!!
*bang wall*

for love ;
10:48 pm;

for love ;
12:25 am;

for love ;
12:24 am;

for love ;
12:24 am;

Meet up.

whoah..
meet with the ladies of hkss..
hahah..
got jess chen sok hong jingyi rena bee sok ying..
=D
we had bay street 21..
er..
not beri nice leh the food..
hahah..
n its freaking cold in there la!
shiveringggg!!
after tat kinda tired..
left off early with ms chiew..
haha..

today's weekend!
goin out..
to get my small fossil bag!
hoppeeee still haf huh!
*cross fingers and toes*
hees..
thou its abit ex..
geez..
no money eat liao..
hahahahaha..
and do you noe tat the other fossil bag i saw costs about 300?
oh my godddd..

hmm..

for love ;
12:04 pm;

Slow.

haha!
suddenly i realised!
i'm slow at feelings..
jus when things start to happen within me..
its often too late!
aiyo..
hahahah..
i think afew times le..
hahah..
*shrugs*
tired!!
blading's nice man!
can blade better le!
so happie!!
=D
i'm improving!!
yipppeee!!
i wanna do it again!
again again!!
*big grin*

for love ;
12:09 am;

Holiday.

its National Day tml!
which means i dont need to work and so does everyone else!
=)
goin blading..!
whoahh..
bladddinnnggg~~
lovee it..!
=D
wad else..
hmm..

for love ;
8:53 pm;

Ne-yo - Because of you.



this is the piano ver of the above title..
v nice..
=)
pianist - David sides

for love ;
9:23 pm;

SING.

=D
y'day went to esther dearie's bday..
with 3 freaking big pimples!!!
ate by the pool side..
sat by the pool side..
waiting for the time..
the time to cut cake..
haha..!
cos we've got a plan after tat!!
kekeke..
anywayy..
esther's popularity's high man..
haha..
she go quite a big clique of frens..
no lack of frenzz!!
cos its also her character la..
haha..
the cake cutting session starts about 10..
dennnn..
quickly we took pics with her, ate the cake and...
cab to clementi party world!
hahahha..
cos i booked the room at 10.30..
whoahh..
hee..
who wentt??
liam, yanz n hong gege, belia, bee, ying n me!
after tat aaron came!
wahahah..
soooooooo many songs to sing la!!
when time's up we still got like 5 pages of songs not sung!!
time no the enoughhhhh!!
sang till 2am..
opss..
like tat los..
today should be staying home and work la..
haiz..
tml oso need to work..
but luckily ish go OJT (On Job Training) !!
hahhaha..
but tml ish the last day of it le..
eeeee..
no more "holiday" liaooo..
sadded..

tml's yanz b'day le!
haha..
one more ish suet's..
8th aug..
so its 2 4 6 8..
hahaha..
cutes rite?
ahhah..
k la..
tat's all folks!
=D

for love ;
1:22 pm;

BIRTHDAYS.

bee's - 2nd Aug
Dearie esther - 4th Aug [21st b'day]
Darling yan - 6th Aug

hahah..
happie bday ladies!!
=)

aiyoo..
later goin for Est's bday party and i haf..
3 HUMONGOUS PIMPLES!
and those small shits..
haizz..
hooooooowwwwwww sssaadd?!
cannot take pics!
=((
haizzz..
anywayys..
supposingly to come home bathe go out meet bee they all..
but i'm so lazy to go out leh!!
hahaha..
so meet them later lor..
now online blog lors..
haben been taking pics for sometime la..
dare not take..
can c pimples..
hahah..
and yeshh~
wo fei le!
grrr..
eat too much lor.. (i think)
hahaha..
mayb i should cut down!
=D
tiredd..
tml's sundayyy!
and i think goin ah ma place and den sure kena said i'm fatter de!
-.-"
so sads leh..
hmm..
i wan jog but den again i dun feel like goin to jog..
cos walk so much liao still wanna stress my legs meh?
ah..
pimples painn!
ahhaha..
jus noe tat working life zooms fast!!
v quickly, we'll all be old..
hai..
w.h.y?!
hhahaha..
k la..
quite bo liao la this post..
keke..
take care pleeee!

for love ;
3:01 pm;

TIRED.

with the exclamation mark man!!
really tiredddddddd..

=(

can i take off tml?

cannot~

cos i got tonnes of things awaiting for me to do leh~

=(

*crys*



anywayy~~

today we had good food!

took some pics of the food!!

its ex..

but the portion ish ultra big la~~

everyone eat till wanna cry le~

hahaaaa..



k la..

show u guys the pic k?

dunnnnnnnnnnnnnn b hungry!

=)

AT HOE'S BREATH CAFE

for love ;
11:48 pm;