Sometimes.
i feel that..
there's a kind of competition between everyone..
perhaps a nicer way is to say benchmarking..
ple start to compare and all..
den..
you start to feel jealous n sad that y ur life's not like tat..
i will feel tat way sometimes..
actually wad i wan is something v simple..
i am not ambitious (i think)..
*shrugs*
but then again..
environment doesn't make u wan things that are simple..
many times i ask myself "y am i not like them? y am i so like tat..?"
haha..
but den again..
at the end of the day.. i'm still like tat only..
i waan to do something well but there's always someone doing better..
so so so much better..
which is kinda demoralizing..
haha..
hmm..
mayb in life you can only have one thing tat u're good at..
but not everything..
n God is fair..
wad do you think?
is He?
wad is fair..?
hmm..
sometimes i jus wanna be a guy..
haha..
gers can be so..
hmmm..
haha..
haiz..
